Whatever you want it to be heh!

wallow in self pity all you want

2011-04-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

no one is gonna care.

emo

2011-03-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

i only post on this forsaken blog when i feel emo eh? it sucks. despair has found me again. after running away from it for like 3 months? i thought i found my sec 4 self again. maybe not. it sucks to share your despair to bitch about myself and see it bounce back to me exponentially. whats the point of telling others how i feel? miserable prick. go on. despair more. emo more la. what else can you do? can you attain your goals? no. preconceived notions? heh. running away from reality as always.

2011.

2011-01-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

new start, new class! hope i get along well with them :P

this year will be a fast one yeah :D

brief posting on china, zhangjiajie!

2010-12-27T00:00:00.022+08:00

Yupp. Let me introduce you to zhangjiajie, a place with mountains mountains and only mountains lol! This is the place where the Hallelujah mountains(avatar) got inspired from. Its really nice and awesome heh! Oh remind me to bring souvenirs for you all :P

Mountains :D

Oh and I went on a trip to Tian Men Shan. The "99 curves" the bus takes up the mountain is supposed to be scary, as it overlooks the cliffs lol but it was nothing heh. Up the mountains, theres the big hole, called tianmen dong. IT can be reached via the "Stairway to heavens", consisting of 999 steps. There are many portion of the steps which are steep heh. Was dying before I even reached the midpoint lol. Stairway to heaven indeed! lol. My legs were like jelly(I NEED TO EXERCISE!!!). One false step will send me barrelling to the ground at terminal velocity lol! The stairs is a straight flight of steps yep. Pretty scary to look back(I have height phobia =X)

Pictures!

Tian Men dong and teh entrance of the "Stairway to heaven" Nice sun beam :D

First few steps up the 999 flight of stairs :P

Looking aback at the start! Notice the red altar like drum? It will become very small as I progress up the stairs!

Going higher:D

Even Higher! Oh, notice the curving paths on the right? Thats part of the 99 curves i was talking about :P

1/4 more to go! Bright sun beam in your face!

One of my many breaks! Resting on the gentler portion of the stairs! Mind you, looks can be deceiving. The picutres may show it to be a slope, but its all steps!

Almost at the top!

Even closer to the top! Notice the red drum?

The hole up close :D

Going down again

Lazy to post more pictures, shall be posting on facebook soon :P

Ending off with a song! Pretty nice

angsty post. maybe?

2010-12-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

Well, im back from zhangjiajie china. Pretty decent. Except for conmen at the jade sops and TCM shops. Scenery is nice. Will do a decent post about it when im feeling less. hwat? dull lol. and yay. i snapped out of my emo self LOL. bah lets end this "emo post" and stop whining and bitching about it. I mean, im influencing my thoughts and emotions on visitors to this blog right? The lack of visitors to this blog seems to be self explanatory lol! Alright poly peeps! Work hard and never look bacl :D

off to china!

2010-11-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

See ya guys! will be back in 10 dec :D

Last time this year,,,

2010-11-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

It was the end of os. It was a friday. It was the chem mcq. I was fretting over a single qn. The qn that made me think for 10 mins, after finishing the paper and checking 2 times of course. I was still delirious with joy over my physics mcq, whereby I socred 39/40 after checking the solutions online. My future was bright.I was very confident of the math and sciences. I was looking forward to playing nonstop. And i did. I never touch any academic material. Non-stop music.

What am I now? I was full of dreams, full of enthusiasm. What am i now? . draft cut off

reflections albeit crude

2010-11-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

hmm getting back results slip tmr. alrdy know what my results are heh.

spent the whole afternoon playing fallout new vegas. quite a nice game. But it suddenly struck me. Whats the point of playing games? for the sake of storyline? Just search it up on the net damn it. 20 min max, and you know the whole storyline, canonical or not. Why bother spending 70 hours? Sure. It provides the thrill of killing, see myself lopping heads off and blood spurting everywhere. Thats it. What else? What value is that? In the name of entertainment? hah. Its just an excuse is it not?

I seem to treat pc games as another religion right? But without it it seems soo.. heh. a telltale sign im addicted no? I seem to be forcing myself to play pc games at times LOL

Its like. After some thinking, i concluded that almost everything is meaningless. Shooting in archery? useless. what era isit now? (i would not mind swords though) but so what if i have sa sword? to kill? for coolness sake? Yeah its cool. so? whats next?

*RANDOM* It seems like if you answer a so to every question, you will never get a definite answer heh

bah.so much more to say.nvm. bye

hmm

2010-10-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

Quite some things happen since the last post heh. Promos come and go. Promos not good. in fact, atrocious. Math 38, Econs38.9, Chem 40.5, Phy 40. So its SSUU. bllleeahhh. the funny thing is that i spent 1 month preparing for chem and get 40.5, while i spend 2 days studying phy and get 40 ==. But hey, i expected phy and chem to be scoring very well leh. sort of a shock to me.

Yep. then come the meeting vp. was prepared for the worst. But hey, i advanced. Rejoice? This kind of event does not warrant celebrations lol. Must work harder. i will not repeat my same mistakes lol. Decided to drop phy =/. Abit painful, although i wanted to drop phy long time ago LOL.

Life in sch is pretty slack. Whole day pw and chinese.(chinese= free period, do whatevayou want). And yes, i borrowed the school laptop. Not bad seh, acer extensa :P. Can play games. And wha one of my classmates brough a router :D wireless ftw!(no need to login school account lol).

got a wierd feeling lol. its like im finally getting along quite well with my classmates, and i have to change class =/. bah.

PW wr done. Left with op and INR. whee! was playing on my classmate's itouch this morning. 2 hrs plus. Found out that that itouch is not really worth it. I still prefer my phone! the itouch games seem pretty lame and cost so much money. not worth it i say.

alrighty i shall go off. see ya ppl! :D

relatives heh.

2010-09-20T19:30:00.003+08:00

got pretty pissed and i decided to blog. to remember heh. recently, my cousin, aunt and uncle proposed to my parents in a "joint" business venture. Its very obvious its a scam. Whoever heard of this? My parents invest 400+k. Uncle A takes 30% of the profits(by just telling us where to get goods. he nvr chip in money at ALL) Cousin A gets a salary of 5k. 20% profits. fuck? also nvr chip in money? Aunt A chips in unknown amount, 20% profits.((heck, they can just chip in a meagre amount and claim the lions' share?) Cousin B, also nvr chip in but provide for labour. Paid salary plus profits 10%. Whats left? 20% or lesser for my parents? This is just the variable costs. What about rental? What about warehouse storage? What if they have some undertable transactions? wow. When theres profits, everyone wins. When theres losses, my parents kenna. What the hell is this? Close relatives somemore. Relatives my ass. And you expect me to work for them? And suffer from being scammed or exploited? no thanks. I rather start my own business from scratch. Morale of story? Never blindly trust anyone.

Oh on a lighter note, congrats shunyi on your newfound love :P (im a lagger LOL)

not yet not yet

2010-09-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

i dun intend to give up just yet. i refuse to yield. i will do my best to mug. I have many backdoors open for me. nothing to fear! onward!. yeah. will most likely not blog till 5 october. Till then! ciao! Oh and jy for your exams ppl! be it prelims or sem exams yeah!

resignation

2010-08-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

promos creeping closer. i am undaunted. i feel nothing at the prospects of me retaining. i give up. my mind and body is failing me. carn study, carn focus. carn sleep well.

unusual trend observed. My chest pains and my itch came around the same time last year. i was never so influenced by emotions before. everyday is a battle, a struggle to stay happy. and heck no, i live in a wonderful family. I have almost all i want.

my mind seem to enjoy throwing tantrums, blanking out. just refusing to allow the faacts to sink in. what is this? mental illness? maybe. lets give you several examples. a recent one. chem spa. was doing well, until calculations. basic stoichiometry. blanked out. my mind was empty. panicked. panicked. what happen what happen? why? thankfully after some time, the shroud cleared. the equation is just there, staring right at me, under my nose. I could just use it straight away.

another one. a general one. Maths. It was one of my best subjects. yet, i do not understand things in lecture. there was never a tutorial in this whole year that i could gain some knowledge from it. nothing.

i want to say more. whats the use of my blabbering here? like some lunatic? asking for sympathy? im on my road to destruction. myself that is. what a useless prick i am. i bet you all will just press the x button right? come here see thsi kind of depressing things?

hate hate hate flame flame flame

2010-08-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

I want to say SOOOO much things here. Apparently not. Everyone can see what i am writing. Im not intending for all to see my weakness. For them to laugh at, for them to backstab me. heh. lets make this blog a cheery one? at least it can help to liven up your mood.

oh and i love techno and trance. carn get enough of them. random. random. Had ACEs day dance. Song? Baby by justin bieber. *shudders*. Why dun they play some high energy songs? OR rave songs :D not this "baby baby ooooooo" ROFL.

Was feeling a tad emo. after indulging in techno/trance i feel GREAT! WHEEE!

A side note. PRomos in 34 days. I have to cover 2 chapters everyday. What did i cover today? not even a chapter. Did not even finish stoichiometry. wtf? Picking up vectors 4 ntoes makes me blank out. bah. noo dun laspe back into emoness. lol. bye!

the greatest enemy is myself. STOP BEING EMO DAMIT

200th post!

2010-08-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

dunno what to post hmm. life is still full of ups and downs. no point posting here to let you all depressed right? lol. Have been critising the singaporean education system. Until i sat down and think. How can i change it then? I got stumped lol. Maybe sometime after promos i can sit down and write out a coherent essay lol. Wait. did i just say write an essay? :O.

yep. 37/26 days left to promos. hmm. better buck up and chiong

blehh. i wanna play halo. i wanna play final fantasy lol. but almost all the versions are on PS3 or xbox 360 =(. Why no pc versions? =( lol.

alright nidda slp. see ya guys arnd yeah!

archery step down till after promos!

2010-08-13T12:05:00.002+08:00

yay! lol. ee. nothing to post rofl. okay. off to do my well delayed eom draft 2! rawr.

pretty catchy song. but the lyrics are meh. lol

mmmm roti prata:D

2010-08-10T23:42:00.001+08:00

man would you want to eat this? yummy :D

2010-08-06T19:48:00.003+08:00

this guy is good man! funny vid :D

and i love the garbage bin part :P

cute! :D

2010-07-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

i want a cat like it man :P

whats wrong

2010-07-14T21:26:00.003+08:00

whats wrong with me man? wanna know my mid year results? Fantastic! I have never received such awesome results! Its the zenith of my study life heh.

GP: S
Physics: U (last in class)
Maths: U (last in class)
Chemistry: S (third from the bottom)
Economics: U (last in class)

wow. Yes. i deserve this kind of results. why? I never study. I dun want to. I was fucking emoing throughtout the whole june holidays. Doing nothing. Wierd right? I emo still can play comp? Still can read manga? Still can watch anime? So many people have surpassed me. What happened to me? Im on my road to destruction. I am really going to get retained. And this thought does not drive me on. I wander aimlessly in school. Classmates ask why you look so emo? Why? I have no idea. The inherent sadness. The rage. The overwhelming impulse to smash things up, to just burst into tears. I am feeling utterly useless. I want to escape. I want to go poly. But is poly an excuse for me to leave the education system for a short while? Poly still requires the same amount of preparation, hard work. WHY THE HELL AM I NOT STUDYING? WHY THE FUCK DO I WANT TO QUIT? Escape? I feel trapped in school.Like a caged wild beast. I hate mjc. i hate homework. what to do? how do i survive? with no degree, no diploma. only an o lvl cert. all As so what? what can i do? Brainless fuck. Physcially weak. Mentally weak. how how how how how?

hey.

2010-07-04T21:10:00.003+08:00

went for pe elective, bowling. it was a disaster. is ucked at it lol. dun wanna elaborate. today! Went for bowling with me and my bro's fren. Did okay. Suffered a broken fingernail and minor thumb cuts :O how? lol. yeah and bumped into a crowd of cosplayers :O man they SMELLS lol. I was there at about 7.30? The cosplay event started at 12 :O. That explains the pong heh! HEaded to D Marquee. Saw lots of people cosplaying bleach, onepiece, naruto and much much more. Sadly no full metal alchemist tehre heh! The atmosphere was amazing. Their jeering, their acts their cheering. ITs a nice feeling indeed. It is hard to put it in words lol. Thyat is the allure of cosplaying? I feel so tempted to join them heh, their camaraderie. Took several shots of them, like full hollow ichigo :O lol. But the oprganisers shut off the lights of d marquee lol. forcing us out, putting an abrupt end to the cosplaying event. Its back to reality. The utopian world of anime and manga is gone. Hells and countless obstacles awaits us. I feel abit of emo lol. I had lost myself in that short time frame. The feeling of going out of the tent is... undescribable lol. Ludicrous emoing i say. I dismissed the thought heh. There is no escape. I have to face my demons. I chose this path, i jolly well walk it to the end, no matter the thorns. Stay positive timo! (although i wish to live in the world of anime and manga haha, where i have control over myself, having superpowers? Socery? lol. kinda childish heh)

aww

2010-06-30T19:58:00.004+08:00

exams sucks lol. chinese? i was having headache and was sleepy. Whats more we had a stuffy classroom :D . So i slept and did the paper. staying awake was a torture. And having panadol halfway lodged in your throat with rapid swallowing of water (and the urge to go toilet) is not that nice indeed. Whats more, i forgot to bring my diction ary. yipee! (IT WAS TORTURE). Chem? PAnadol kicks in. Not bad! no headache! Paper 2 first. Halfway thorught section b, Yay! can get A! After doing section b, hmm maybe A or B. After finishing section C, okay C. Received Paper 1. GG! I WANT TO PASS. Rofl!

Yeah still having headache. maybe eating my second panadol lol. PHYSICS LAST PAPER!!!!

And i saw this kickass trailer for a KICKASS game! SEriously! Im gonna play this when is comes out! NO MATTTER THE COST WOOT!

aww

2010-06-30T19:58:00.001+08:00

heyo. before exams posting

2010-06-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

yeah. gonna be emo post again lol. have a feeling that im not gonna do well in myes. kinda obvious isn't it? who in the right frame of mind would do this? spending the whole june hols emoing. If your gonna bitch about yourself being a failure, then you jolly well study, prove your detractors worng lo. damn stupid of me isn't it? Yes this is the view i get when i look at my matters from an outsiders perspective. But hey, i cannot spur myself on =(. freaking sad. yeah. gotta go. phy ttn tmr at 9. sucks =(.

booya.

2010-06-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

yeah im here, after sometime heh. emoness wise im still likethat. im teethering on the edge of quitting school and not. its reallly..part of me wants to continue, another part just shuts my brain off. it just want to play play play sleep sleep and eat eat eat. how can i be like this? isn't this unfilial to my parents? Which parent want to see their childrn like this? in this state? of looking at books and stoning, listening to teachers lecture with a blank mind? This is going to result in me getting retained, me quitting school. How? Turning to God seems to be of no help. Medicine prescripted also seem to have no effect. is it His will that i might go this path? this path full of thorns? i really do not want to walk this very path. the road of disaster. can see it, me being a small fry. me being kicked around. the only viable solution is to study hard. study! but i ca'nt. just cannot. hehe. im an interesting case. so this is the end of timo? haha. the human mind knows no bounds.

whee. we are drfiting apart. apart! cliques no longer. see? im getting emotional again. maybe im mad. heh. maybe not. i still retain my thought processes to write this post. perhaps.. ah nvm. see ya all. maybe no one is here to read. heh. nvm.,

.

2010-06-07T21:22:00.003+08:00

imma screwed. no motivation to study, just lazing around. i just cannot study. im in the middle of nowhere. what can i do? despair? the logical answer is to go study loh. can i? i cannot. i will just grab a book and stone, grab a pencil and play with it. when faced with the qn, i just get stumped. i dun even bother to think. maybe i tried. heh. and now, im typing this stupid popost with sloman on my lap. talk about studing heh. gg loh. likedat. and heh. no sophisticated english words here. how fun. how fun. friends drifting apart, no longer able to communicate. unable to adapt to new surroundings. im drowning.

holdon

2010-05-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

yes. im emo again. im so weak.

"
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know"

`

2010-05-21T19:33:00.002+08:00

"here i am. posting. dejected, emo me. im such a failure that i cannot think of any better words to post my post, to convey my feeelings. i let my parents down. I suck. What can i do? Why? Why do i always"

that was the beginning of my emo post ==. what do you all want me to post about? MY life in school? Pretty okay. Except for the tests failing, long list of homework to clear, my inefficency of doing homework. was feeling really down. but hey, after listening to techno, i felt sort of better heh. Yeah. yeah.

cca wise, getting pretty okay. just that. Hmm. I got abit of emo when denied the chance to go for competition. Hey, i shot pretty well okay, for an average of 8+ points per arrow( max is 10). Maybe i ponned too much. =/ And yes. that day my mood was severely affected and i could not shoot for nuts.

And yes. i am experiencing the increasing freequency of emoness, and being cheerful, within a single span of an hour? wierd weird me. and yes. like jovyne, i wanna run away, into a fantasy world that i have total control over what i am, over what i can do.pffff. I find myself lacking the motivation to study and perservere throughout this period man.

yup. and i find it weird that random memories and images just flood my brain. Happiness, saddness, rage. hmmmm. and yeah. sometimes i just cannot differentiate dreams from actual memories. Like, did this guy really tell me that? --.

well. gotta go. gotta mug. i wanan play later. see ya all!

an d a pretty nice song. this is the first chinese pop song im posting on my blog! yay! record broken!

whee

2010-05-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

will post soon. yeah soon!

blank.

2010-05-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

heyo. taking this short time to post again. Yeah. im feeling emo yet again. sigh. it seem like there are many ppl feeling emo too, like mg, jovyne. well im sorry i carn comfort you all or anything. How can i help you all and comfort you all when i cannot even comfort myself? Stop myself from falling into despair yet again?. Heh. im such a good fren, am i not?

future!

2010-04-30T19:34:00.004+08:00

lol. feeling techno-estic! Found a really good song haha and a really cool picture! The inscriptions, the skull helmet haha! Hmm. any comments on the song or music peeps? :D

2010-04-29T20:26:00.002+08:00

yeah. having a short post now. emo post =(. Yes. im having fluctuating emotions through out the whole day. Im like torn into two. wanting to give up and not wanting to give up. I seriously want to quit school, laze around doing all the things i want. Have I not realised the positive externalities in education? I do. I understand. I understand that quiting is not the way. But still, i cannot perservere. That feeling of being useless is really... depressing. you see? now im becoming better already -.- PIPIPI to choing. So many homeworks owed. so many things not done. So much time wasted. So much enjoyment i want. this sucks. life is like so pointless. 1. we are born. 2. WE study,. 3. we work. 4. we die. lets not talk about afterlife. Was feeling really jaded. I really dun wanna pass my burden to my parents. they have enough stress already.. They are very understanding. Its all up to me. quit school or not. transfer school. go overseas. yes. all up to me. soo im in a dilemma. see? my mind is in a whirl of emotions, doubts. Maybe im no longer sane. heh. sorry for the disappointment in any cheery posts you all expect to see. For this is the life of a lowly emo guy. Oh. do they call this teenage angst? For i feel like im slapped by it right in the face. gd nite ppl!

hicsqeee!

2010-04-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

no time to post. nice music! :D

wahlao, you all go monga nvr call me =( LOL jkjk

whee!

2010-04-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

Lol. suffering from the effects of listening to too much trance and reading manga haha. Really want to escape into a world of no troubles haha. I mean. The feeling is sooo... undescribable lol.

Oh yaaa. For the first time in my life, I heard my classmates talking about.... Guess the topic? Sex! lol. i mean they are discussing this in broad daylight, in the canteen, where there are female classmates around, over their meals. I was shocked of course LOL. I belong to the conservative group hahaha. But hey, i listen to them anyway. They were like discussing on how the sounds made in the duration of you-know-what are fake, the duration of the you-know-what. rofl. Then they were like discussing one cannot rush it.. O.O lol. And my classmate from VS even said that sex was common in VS. I meant male and female duh == and that many of his friends do that. Double shock. And another classmate from ahs mentioned that many people he knows in ahs are no longer virgins. I was appalled lol. How long have i been living in my own world? lol. Im like. How can teenagers be so morally decadent? Yuckkk. What happened to their moral values? Silly people. lol. But hey, who am I to judge them? haha. This society is longer what I perceived it to be. It seem that I am now thinking about alot of stuff. New perspectives, a little on how the world works and the cruel reality of life. brrrr. Growing up seem sooo.. =/

heehee.

2010-04-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Lol. experienced some part of the real world today in archery. How this world can be full of malice.. How i have to be on guard everytime. I let my guard down for a moment, and i got outwitted. I find it hard to speak with people without supressing my discontent and anger. How people in my cca can be so manipulative and get rid of their opponents! Reminds me of Stalin much! lol! Starting to dislike archery. PW sucks. Most Teachers seem to dislike me. School's getting.. interesting i say. I have to overcome this nightmare. Just a bit more! a while more! Maybe i can even make this nightmare a good dream indeed :D stay positive eh? haha.

Heh. And poly's reopening. ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN! I MEAN IT. lol. And on a side note, (AHAHHAHAHA YOU POLY PPL! YOU ALL ARE GONNA SUFFER LIKE US! WHEEEEE! SAVOUR THE PAIN!) :D

ANd in conclusion, PW SUCKS

bah..

2010-04-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

Posted! lol. actually i typed an emo post like 3 days ago but i decided to delete it. no point in trying to dampen your cheery moods right? :D

Hmm. Finally finished reading my manga lol. Got me wondering. Why did God create this world, full of suffering? All living things toil to survive. Survival of the fittest? Since God loves us so much, why will he want us to suffer? Also, the concept of hell. Why will God bear to see us suffer in hell? And why will the person remain in hell for eternity, with no chance for salvation(if im not wrong)? And the concept of heaven. What can we do there? Since there are peace and harmony. No sadness. No rage. No malice. Soo isnt this state of harmony and peace an illusion? Since God wants us to have freedom of choice. We can be what we want to be. How can heaven be so perfect? We are guarenteed to sin, even in heaven? So how can heaven be perfect without God suppressing our feelings and freedom? Heh. Lets try asking difficult questions in my religious lessons :D. Oh btw, anyone of you who are non-christians, do post questions on Christianity to me! Any questions! I want to spam my questions to my religious teachers! I want to eradicate any obstacles to me affirming God's existence ! Thanks a bunch! =D

posting, due to popular demand! =D

2010-03-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

lol. demand for me to post so high, yet my supply is 12 days short haha. soo the equilibrium price of me posting on the demand supply curve should be must higher as compared to previously posts right? :P . demand curve shift right while supply curve (my frequency of posting) shift left! yay! Prices go up up up! oh wait. what am i saying? econs? :O ahahahah!

okay! finally have time to post :D:D. Heehee. Seriously, i really did not have time to post haha. I was having trouble for all my 4 H2 subjects! lol... So right now., Im having tuition for them =/. What is the opportunity cost of doing so? Less time to blog.. hahaha! Feeling really bad yesterday =/ =/ =/ . I missed two class outings =/. one is my jc class outing and the other is the 4c outing =( . they like have so much fun... i wanna join them man. but i have like no time=/. And im scared i carn fit in and em one corner(lame excuse) haha.

whee. okay its getting late lol. gotta go! see ya all!

ending off with a really nice song lol. a fusion of classical? and a you-know-what genre when you hear it =P

HOEMWORK OVERLOAD AHHHH

2010-03-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

sorry. no time to blog lol overwhelmed by hw. broken my new year resolution =( lol. off to sleep. see ya all:P

hehe. this song brings back memories :P. the electric guitar part hypes me up lol

mjc

2010-02-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

it just occured to me that we were a really previleged batch of sec 4s in ahs. Almost all our teachers are good! They are very approachable. Even teh worst of the teachers in ahs(mr tam in my opinion) seems good when i do a comparison with mjc lol. In my opinion, most of the good teachers and poached by other better schools, such as rjc. Now we are left with an empty, half rotten core of an apple.(the not so good teachers) while the good teachers are the juicy, sweet flesh of the apple =(. The best of the teachers in ahs will definetely be Ms Chan and Mr Lee lol. Thye helped me out ALOT and i mean it lol. REally missed them =( . I want my secondary school education style back =(. The lessons really drill things into your head! *although lessons are a tad boring*

Lol. lecuures in school are just blind copying. no time to think. just copy. and attempting to copy legibly. yucks. shall not dwell in emo stuff again lol. STAY POSITIVE TIMO! =D

Oh ya. im quitting archery because its way too time consuming ==. heck with archery if i screw up my studies, right? :P But the cca teacher in charge is like putting me on a blacklist now lol. he looked like he wanted to punch me in teh face heh. well, no choice lol. hope he will not be my teacher next year =O

ooh. and under the MBTI personality quiz, i got INTP! The "Architect". or rather, the Thinker. This ties in with the DISC profiling in sec 3 lol. I got the profil Contemplator lol. Sooo. Me thinker? lol. possible! lol. why would i have so many emo/reflective posts in my blog then? ahaha. Oh a random qn here to all you loyal readers :P. When you think, do you have a voice talking in your head? I have a voice(my own voice) in my head o.O lol.

Begin. With the end in mind!

2010-02-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

I have decided on my goal. Double degree in SMU. Business and law. I will work very very hard and not falter. ONWARD! TIMO!!! lol! okay got lotsa hw. gotta go and do RAWR

time for aaaa quickieee! =D

2010-02-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

lol thank you everyone who came to my blog and gave me positive feedback(based on how i interpret) =P haha!
okay. basically im out of archery! im hoping to getinto bowling lol

okay gtg see ya all =P

weary.

2010-02-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

im feeling really sad. feeling stupid. feeling like a loner. Im like drifting away from my friends. classmates, sch mates. church friends. is it me? or them? Sunday(yesterday). IN our group discussion, we were supposed to discuss about wealth. What did my group members do? Talk amongst themselves. Some did homework. Im sitting there, like a fool. Snapping open my phone and pretended to sms. What are we at church for? STUDY?

Yeah. Im pissed now. im gonna bitch at every thing. I really want to give up. its driving me crazy. I HATE I LOATHE I DESPICE JC LIFE. fuck. i regret going jc. what i can do it rubbish. Its like me jumping off a diving board into the choppy sea. Unable to breathe. nothing to grab hold off. I have to keep afloat. How? Im already drowning. Tuition? So fast? Im SICK of tuition. I mean it. tuition tuition study study mug mug. in secondary school. now, i must do so at twice or even trice the intensity of mugging? I was already at breaking point in sec 4. shgould I? I wanna go poly. not so stressed. can study business. should i? should i tell my parents? I told them once already. Received some scolding. maybe im addicted o comp gmaes as they say? Have I really contracted some mental disease? Am I suffering from depression? Low self esteem? am I snae? hahahaha. Made a fool of myself yesterday talking to ming guan. I was really down. fuck. why am I wallowing in self pity? for others to laugh at me? haha. whee.msee? im just a parasite. just a spoiler. my presnence just ruins everything. come on! take pity on me. im just some fucking idiot

lol.

2010-02-21T17:54:00.004+08:00

whee. posting. okay. sent my bro off to aust yesterday lol. Got alot of ppl sending him off man lol. maybe 20+ people? Lol. my bro is really popular =P . My parents and I detached form my bro and left him to talk with his ex classmates and army buddies lol. My parents were like go! join your bro! "nian qin ren mah, ken din yo hua ti tan de". I was like nooooo. I have low self esteem lol. My bro's ex-classmates were from rjc. Where am I from? Meridian ==. Mjc cut off point is like so far away from rjc loh =/ Eventually, I was forced to join my bro lol. I felt really awkward lol. I ended up as the camera man haha. Taking pictures of them lol. Found out that my bro has lots of joker friends haha! Who says rjc ppl are nerds and loners? lol. Like a person saying my bro needs therapy, step 1: Stilts! LOL(my bro is abit short btw) and also "Who needs oxygen when you have caffine? Water too!The new molecule you need is H2caff!" LOL.

Oh and you know what? Whats the probability of a person being in the same class(maybe not) as you for hmm. 12 years? lol. My bro and a guy called Xueyang lol. They were rivals since pri school lol. Always fighting for first place in school(gongshan pri) haha. Then both of them proceeded to St hildas for GEP lol. Then RI for secondary school haha. And then RJC lol. No im not done yet. Army? Same bmt company lol. Same what do you call that? Unit? (Signals lol!) and they are both going to study law! LOL

okay pretty random heh. ending off. im tired and stil have hw to do =(

booya!

2010-02-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

Whee! Received my fifth angbao from my cousin from china yay! Their children are no longer todlers lol. The eldest one is alrdy primary 1. Whao. I watched them grow up lol. From a lil crying, drooling bundle to now haha. Seeing them makes me feel old =( .

I mean. Comeon. Im in jc 1 now =O. I really cannot believe it lol. NS is not too far away. Hoo man. Time really flies lol. okay. no time for long post lol. gotta go heh. see ya all.

A pretty nice song. The lyrics are pretty nonsensical though lol. Trancey song =D

cny!

2010-02-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

yap. lol. cny was pretty great haha. did not visit much relatives though. Heh. WEnt to terminal 3 to eat. And walked about that place haha. came across some peranakan exhibits haha. Did some paper imprinting and wooden block shading lol. I felt like a kid again! =D

dLol. okay. PLayed LOTS of comp lol. unrestricted haha. Got really bored of playing dota. Suggested playing blackjack to my family lol. It was fun! haha. I won 5.50! yay!(but my highesh amount won is 15+ dollars =( lol). The blackjack game peaked when my dad owed my mother 1.4k LOL. MY mother was like saying I must win 2k from you today. Haha. She betted in 100 dollars LOL. The banker alternated between my dad and my mother haha. Guess what? My dad cleared his debt and still won 16.80 dollars from my mother! Wow! lol. PRo! haha. Everyone won except my mother haha. She lost money lol!

Feeling really really happy now! I finally found the song I was looking for since primary school lol!(soo. makes it 8 years? haha!) Sadly is not the singer I heard from haha. Shall post it here!

wheee late night post!

2010-02-13T00:53:00.005+08:00

hoo. my right arm is aching and when my fingers curl, my arm hurts too lol. Been bowling with my bro just now haha. shall show the scores later at the end of the post heh. Im currently into rap. Whao. I mean i used to hate raps. Now im like mroe receptive to them? haha.

My class is pretty nice in jc. But things are getting increasingly stressed. The pace of lessons are really fast. Especially chem. The indian lecturer is going really fast and I almost could not catch up. I mean hey. I was ahead in the lecture notes already. And im supposed to be good in chem =/. I miss ms Chan. REally. I like her teaching method. It really drills things into your head. Sighh. And Homework is alot. I mean. I spent 5 hours in doing chem tutorial and i ony did 7 questions. Wheee. I have 30+ qns to do. GG. Must chiong tmr le. lol.

Oh. My school is really scary. They really MUG. Most of the time the library and the study benches are FULL. I feel really stressed when I see them. How much futher are they from me? How much have they surpassed me? My class however, does not seem to mug much, with a few exceptions of course. In free periods, they just talk crap and sit around doing nothing. One or two free periods, nevermind. But for all? Noooooo. I have to detach myself from my class and hide in the library to mug. I feel quite anti-social =(. But hey. I study much better alone! I dunno. I must really work hard. I am stupid. really. I shall substantiate this statement. I became "on" in studies from sec 3 onwards. Staying back after school, consultations, mugging. For two years that is. With the goal of doing well in o lvls and getting to the school I want. VJC(not like i hate mjc anyway). And people can just mug for like 2-3 months before o lvls and do well for it.(one digit l1r5). What does this prove? Im stupid. heh.

Weird. When I come home after school and listen to my music, fragmented memories will flood in. Forgotten memories. Childhood. People I met. I shall give examples. I could recall me being in diapers. Hands reaching out, calling out to my parents and I had thoughts at that time, a voice. Telling me what to do. Is that instinct? And is that same voice that urged me to steal candies(Fruitips from Tampines Fairprice) when I was 4-5 years old instinct too? I have no idea. And its pretty creepy haha. I also remembered my kindergarten friends. One called jonathan. From which kindergarten Im not sure. But I could recall he stole my confiscated yoyo ball from my teacher and returned it to me.(I was crying). I was really grateful heh. I still possess the yoyo ball. And another malay/indian girl who tried to scam me out of my digion toy. And I remember me drawing scrawny figures for humans and multi-eyed monsters with sharp jagged teeth heh. Splattering newspapers with paint. Watching tv. Ai yoyo lao shi. Kittens. Tom and jerry. DAvid copperfield. Me getting into fights. heh. Why am I dwelling in this random section of this post? I bet im boring you all out right? haha.

Sighhh. I really hope I can do well for jc life. I mean. The real part of jc has not start yet. And yet Im going to be unable to cope with my work. oh shit. I wanted to give up at times you know. Go poly. geez. I should and will cut down on comp time. maybe I will get my comp locked. haha. gtg. see you all!

Bowling scores

Desolation..... Maybe not lol.

2010-02-05T20:21:00.007+08:00

Hey! lol. Was feeling sad this afternoon lol. Today was CCA recruitment day lol. Went to the shooting range first. Went to shoot(the-.-). I made a total joke out of myself lol. I forgot how to load the rifle ==. My rifle seem to have some problems. Other people's rifles when shot produced a "POOM" sound. Mine was like "ppiiisssh" ==. Whatever. Excuses. Went for air pistol next. Saw my classmate at the range lol. She was the instructor :O . Air pistol. When i pick up the pistol, my right hand was trembling and shaking. I could not aim properly. I felt like a total failure. No strength? wtf? I was in ncc! and a girl could hold the pistol better than me. ONe girl in front of me got all 4 of her shots in the black portion of the target. Mine? All over the place. Noob timothy. My hands were still trembling when picking up the pen to write my name. I have no idea. I was not nervous. In fact, i was quite clam. Why so? why? Answer is: NOOB. lol. Nevermind. I wil bounce back. Lets go badminton! Went to hall. Saw gx and his powerful shots(badminton). Went for the trial. I entered the court, returned the shuttlecock and tumbled to teh floor. EPIC WIN!(I sorta sprained my neck) The coach was saying OUT! ==. So i begged the coach for a second try. He complied. He mantained that I must be able to hit the shuttlecock from the end of the court to another. I failed of course.(I could do it when i played with ming guan leh. Why? what happened to my strength?). So i waited. waited. I wnated again. For a third try. Coach told me to give it up. Okay. Walked out of the hall. Feeling really miserable. POwerless. Useless. Weak.

What the hell. Why am i posting this emo post?zzz. ookay. happy post.

Had orientation from monday to wednesday. My class is 10S101. Basically we had ice breasking games in the first day and more games. Got to know most of my classmates by the first day =D.(but my phone screen got cracked. under care by my ogl in wet games ==. was rly emo. but nvm. just a small crack) . Oh and we had couple dance. We were randomly allocated partners. I got yina(surname oh i think). Her face was really black.(not literally LOL). And she ran away LOL. tsk tsk tsk. Poor me have no dance partner ='(. Lol. Ended up i went to my ogl-s for help saying: "my partner ran away =(" And they were like ORHHHH! Waht did you do to her =O=O=O lol! Well. then an ogl came and danced with me haha. Oh. Miranda got overall last for that day. =( And Atlas first!(ming guan happi happi! lol)

Second day. MMM aka Amazing race! Was really tiring. Ran about. Made even more friends haha. And guess what I had for lunch? Burger king! Whooo! I ate there only once. When I was pri 1 I think!(yeah ming guan and leon wong is gonna burst into a flurry of WAHT THE HELL lol.) But hey. Theres a guy in my class who did not go burger king before! yay! That makes me equal! =D=D(by the way, his name is also leon. LOL!) BBQ turkey bacon burger is reallllly NICE! Will eat again if I have the chance. Oh. And we did ALOT of cheering lol. Miranda cheers, all the other houses cheers too! I really choing for the MMM activity lol. Ended up we get 2nd or 3rd for teh activity lol. Atlas was last =O. BUttt, overall, Atlas was still first and Miranda was still last. Felt discouraged lol. My house leaders and ogls were like. NO! We will not lose! lol. "We will show them our fighting spirit!" Yeah. okkkayy.

Third day. WET GAMES! There was one pretty rough staion where an "ah-beng" looking guy from Callisto wanted to fight with my classmates == of course. BEing gentlemen, we let them win lol. My class is civilised =D. Tehn clash of the vikings! I was teh ship boundary lol. Basically I bear the brunt of the cannonfire.(basically warm water bombs. Yes. WARM LOL. The weather was scorching hot! lol). We got second, then first. Yep. After the activity, I rushed off to bathe with my friends haha. We were one of the first to finish. yay! Guess what? When I sat down in the canteen, my pants went "PPPRRRRRAAAIIIIGHHHT". Yes. It split. ROFL!. I was like arrrgh! lol. I ahd no spare pants(my pe pants were wet, flour-ry, soapy. And it STINKS!) no choice. So I told my ogl i had to go home to cahnge. She gave me the O.O face rofl.

Okay. fast forward! We had the finale. WE sang. We danced. We performed. We watched performances. I was skeptical that we would win. I told my classmate beside me we can only fight for the 3rd or fourth position. You know what? We got SECOND! WHOO HOO! lol. My whole house erupted into cheers! haha. I was elated lol. Hey. We got last for all three days you know. And we suddenly got second :O and lost to Atlas by a slim margin somemore lol. Went wild with celebrations. Singing and dancing. Bobing our heads to all teh songs(bass FTW!) I was really not myself that night. Crazzeeee me! lol. Had a really great time lol. Its the best orientation I ever had lol. Ahs one was like mehh. lol!

Thursday. WE had our lecures already lol. Lecture was okay. Not much content covered. Just rules lol. And we had a 4 period break! :O. We made up class cheers(attempted to). Guess what some people suggested? Some people made the 4 H2 cheer lol, mocking the 3 H2 people lol. They are really bad rofl. Lol. My calss decided to go to the library to play games. Guess what we saw? ALOT OF JC 1s. YES. JC ONEs. Studying. Econs. Maths. Chemistry. We were shocked. First day of school leh! Soo here goes our mood to play lol. We exited the library. A classmate announced: "Hey. People! People are already studying! What must we do? We are the four H2 class! lol. LEts go! Lets study!" We thought he was joking lol. His face was really funny. seriously LOL. But he really meant it. We koped a classroom and did our lecture notes lol. MUGGER FTW! rofl! Okay. Im tired. sticky. smelly. Im off to bathe! Adios! Whooooo! MJ BOLEH! =D

ONe of the dance music lol.

mjc again again heh

2010-01-30T15:04:00.003+08:00

ummm. what shoudl i post? lol. The first day of admin day was lonely lol. I dun dare to talk to anyone heh. I really dunno what to talk about. And talking too much/ engaging in conversations makes me seem odd lol. So i remained quiet throughout the whole day. Went home with a couple of ahs ppl lol. IT also saddens me to see ahs ppl in mjc to be fragmented, whereas the people from other schools are congregating together.(etc prcs with prcs, nan chiau with nau chiau etc). Ours is like split into girls boys, sports class and non sport class, triple sciences and double sciences. Yeah. And subject combi choosing on day 1 lol. I chose pcme 4 h2 lol. Since they say econs h1 is the same as h2, why not h2? :P

Second day. I still did not dare to talk lol. until a guy from my admin group talked first heh. Tehn i started to engage in conversations with him lol. We seized the time and opportunity to groan and complain about the dances haha. But we did the dance anyway, laughing at each other's mistake lol. After dancing the first dance(boom boom pow), we sat in a circle and did some self introductions lol. yupp. Got to know quite a number of ppl heh. Then came an annoucement, all l1r5 of 9 and below have to attend a talk. haha. went for the talk. They talk about scholarships and talking on leadership positions O.O lol. Sooo now im closely monitored by teh talent management committe lol. Creeeeepy.

SAdd. The admin grp will have to be disbanded, to make way for groupings by class for orientation heh. Saying bb to my admin grp friends heh. okay shalll end off. my mind is blank again =/

mjc!

2010-01-28T18:34:00.004+08:00

Not that bad. heh. Though i could not sleep well the night berfore heh. was spending some time pondering over which subjects to take heh. My parents are not forcing me to take anything heh. Glad to be able to make a decision myself lol.(with guidance from them of course heh) here it is. lol. A picture is worth a thousand words heh!

Clearance. Aaaaaand! NEW SKIN! YAY! =D

2010-01-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

okay hello all! lol. My mother was soo fed up and frustrated with me that she just chucked 1/4 of my school stuff out of the house lol! Therefore Im forced to sieve through the heaps of paper and salvage any items of worth lol. Foolscap, exam papers, notes, workings/exercises haha. As I was rummaging through the piles, images flooded my head. The life in ahs. My sec 2 classmates. sec 2E classroom. playing on the swing near the church. Lessons. teachers. soo many stuff. But my train of thoughts were broken by the amount of dust inhaled, leading me into a sneezing fit LOL. Well, Im surprised that I did sooo much work lol. could fill up like 3-4 bags LOL. Well, the amount of work was accumulated over the last 3 years in ahs! What do i expect? heh.

Alrighto. This post is on the songs I like lol. I can listen to any genre of songs lol, as long as there are nice. And by nice I mean it invokes some sort of feeling into me haha. I do not really care about the lyrics haha. Unless it is demonic LOL. I do not care about their language or whether I understand the song. WEll, ming guan. You mentioned that songs are like poems and you will have to comprehend them to appreaciate them lol. Well, in this case I am not appreaciating them LOL. Well. Due to my lack of understanding of the song's lyrics, I got into an embarassing situation LOL. I could remember it was sec 4(or sec 3?) mid yr. I was blasting music, alone in my classroom. And isabel came to ask me a question. When I was thinking of the solution, she browsed through my phone's playlist and played the song, Discovery channel by bloodhound gang lol. She fast forwarded to the part:"Put your hands down my pants and you will go nuts....." And my eyes were wide open *uhoh* LOL! not a very good impression eh? HAHA!(dirty, sicko timo =P) okay okay. ending off. haha. heres a song. One of my favourite heh. Listen to it fully =D Comment on it =D thanks! haha!

160th post! Separation.

2010-01-19T19:49:00.003+08:00

Well, I intend this post to be NOT emo. Haha! Well, we had a great time at the Free People steamboat cum roast/bbq. Wth a hefty price tag of $20.70 O.O (owowowow)Yeah. Yesterday would be most likely the last time we meet up haha. Us going on different paths. I am now envisioning a place, with us halting in our tracks. Different roads streching ahead. EAch and everyone of us taking a unique road. Leon, aeronautical engineering. Ho ming, aerspace. Sy, Vet. Jy, psychology. Qx mj. Mg, arts. People I know are also going their separate ways hehe. Shang Bo USA. Kai Liang Aust..

Aha! Im lapsing into emoness again! uhoh! Hmm. Yesterday was URP. LOL. Stuffed myself with food food food! Heh. Followed Ho Ming with his prawn eating streak haha. Tried all sorts of clams available there. Some are rly disgusting Bleech. Overall, I find the food to be not worth it haha. Buy hey, the experience was nice, being with friends, chatting just about anything haha! The dinner ended with us being stuffed and Ho Ming having to meet up with his bus date =P. Soo here we go. Jing ying insisted on the long way back to the mrt station, to ho ming's horror LOL(we were near a red light district heh) The experience of walking near a red light district is hmm. Wierd heh. Mg told me there were several prostitudes on teh way. But i did not see any lol! Oh and a queer thing. The red light district has LOTS of temples. Odd isn't it? I mean. Temples=religion. Religion= moral uprightness no? Then why are there soo many KFCs walking around? (coined by Ho Ming HAHAhA)

Heh. 2010 is a year full of changes. New church group. Bro going aus study. NEw school. Would be new friends in mjc haha! REally hope everything goes well. New subjects. lol. I am really scared. Math and sciences especially. The first chpt of the h2 math reference book is enough to turn me off. Functions =( . H2 Econs. Opportunity cost. Hmm. The opportunity cost of me writing this post is that I am not studying. Oopsie! Still did not touch physics, chem, gp, chinese yet. Uhoh. And yet. Im still planning to take 4 h2? I am asking for trouble man. I mean. I cannot sustain the o lvl mode kind of studying. I cannot perservere. Arghhh. Rusty engines. Kinda regreting not going poly LOL. But hey. Theres no elevator to sucess. you have to take the stairs. Urp. lol. OKAy. see ya guys.

Another pretty nice song. See if my taste of songs suits you all? hah!(I am not posting techno/trance/rave anymore lol, since you all dun like it LOL)

hmmmmm. no title =P

2010-01-15T20:07:00.005+08:00

Well. How do I start. I intend this post to be a thanking post haha. AFter much reflection, I dun really hate mjc anymore. Its not that small, its not really lousy.(come on, there are so many people out there jostling for a place in mjc and yet im still emo over getting in mjc? I deserve to be buried in nuts! hahaha =D) . Seriously. My intented target was 8(and go vj). INstead, i got 9, because of my physics. But hey, without higher chinese, I am still unable to go vj. I need to get an l1r5 of 6. Bah. Humbug! LOL. Well, a person of my calibre getting all As is really surprising. Really. I wanted to give up my history and elit you know. Glad that i did not. Haha. Getting an a2 for comb humans is really O.O . I was like crapping in my elit all the way LOL. I carn even recall what i wrote. HAHA!

The people i wish to thank. School teachers first:

1)Mrs Xie for my questioning in english essays haha! She even gave my the expository notes for reference!

2) Mr Chan for me pestering him after school, although he needed to go home haha!(5pm++)

3) Mr Koh for me pestering him too!(in place of Mr Chan) . I mean, i asked him about physics too! LOL

4) Mrs Lai for allowing me to ask her about english LOL. I really want to thank her lending methe Cambridge marking scheme for english haha! REAlly. I bugged he till she was pretty frustrated LOL. And her helping me in elit too :P

5) Mr Lee. My physics and ncc teacher! Although he hated me initially(im a frequent cca ponner HAHA), he was really helpful in answering my physics questions haha! Im glad that he mei you dai you se yang jing hahaha! He even helped me out on the day of the physics mcq paper. I mean. He was not obliged to help me(he was back from a 6-7 month course and came back to school on that day). But still, he did! And from the multitude of questions I asked him, 5 came out in the mcq exams haha(thats why i am able to get 39/40 for it =D)

6) Mrs Tan Tai Ha. Although she does not teach me physics, I could still approach her and ask her physics questions! And gave detailed explanations! (If only she was my physics teacher =/ )

7) Ms Chan. For seeing me without fail.(I mean, she does not reject my call for help haha!) . With her help, my grade from chem went from a D7 to A1! She was one of my favourite teachers haha. Although she is pretty bad tempered. Remember teh banging of the whiteboard with teh duster? haha! wei ke had to hide the duster! LOL

8) Mr Yow. My dad's old neighbour! haha! Although he does not teach me, he still answered my questions and allowed me to join the remedial lol!

9) Ms Fadzila. With her guidance, my history went from an F9 to A2! HEy. Tahts really great! I mena, she spend sooo much time in creating her notes for us, at her own expense! Her notes are a far cry from Mrs Law. With her notes(the former), we could suceed in scoring well haha.

10, 11 and 12) Mdm Sim, Mr Mok and MR Gey for their encouragement haha. They did not teach me and yet they still encouraged me haha. MR Mok even gave me some hacks for energy booosting haha!

13) Ms Noriff. Hey. She was really helpful when i asked her questions about Venice.(sadly it never came out) She enlightened me on alot of stuff haha!

14) Mr Tong(i dunno how spell HAHA). He helped me in math too! I mean, he does not teach sec 4 and yet, he still helped me haha! He gave me quite alot of encouragement haha. And hey, I think it was him that helped me build a strong foundation in maths during sec 2. (come on, I failed maths in sec 1, and sec 2, i acheieved 80+)

Now, my tution teachers.

1) Mrs Ting, for she had to bear with my questioning in english. I even called her home alot of times! HAHAHA. She really helped me alot.

2) Mrs Tan Yioe Hwa. For helping me greatly with chem too! I realy like her way of teaching. I consumed her time to rest for her next class by asking her alot of chem questions! HAha!

3) Christopher. Haha! HE helped me greatly in english too! By teaching me argumentative essays and expository essays LOL.(hey. i forgot how to write. gp uhoh)
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I really wish to thank my parents too. They encouraged me not to give up my humans. They gave me guidance. And most of all, God. He gave me strength to pull through the o lvl nightmare..

Now... A lvls. Its gonna be a worse nightmare. Eeeeep. H2 math is scarrry. H2 econs manageble for NOW. lol. Okay. ending off for now. STEAMBOAT ON MONDAY! WHEE! Our last meal together before we proceed on to our individual paths. heh.

A pretty nice song. Invokes some weird feeling in me. haha!

Oh and isabel, if your reading this, I wanna say sorry to you. I was insensitive to your feelings and kept asking you about your results. Sorry =/

jae. boo.

2010-01-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hm. Pictures speak louder than words. lol

jc open houses.

2010-01-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

heh. Went the anderson jc first. at yio chu kang OMG. Freaking far. The facade of the sch was... meh. The school has a moat like a castle LOL. Im serious. The sch is surrounded by a drain or canal(do you call taht? =O) and the only way in is thorugh a bridge into the school compound. Their uniform is okay. But. Pe uniform is like sheesh. They look like peices of candy running around LOL. But the campus is pretty nice in teh inside. Feels nice.

Fast forward! Mjc. Entrance. Meh. Enter the compound. Also meh. I mean. I find it repulsive. lol. Its like, im not welcome there.(neighbourhood sch neighbourhood sch neighbourhood sch neighbourhood sch neighbourhood sch). YEaps. and walked around. WEnt back home. on the way back. I felt very sad. emo. whateva you call it. Felt really useless. Cannot go to a hc i want to go.(vj vj vj vj vj vj vj vj vj vj). Blamed myself. blamed myself. Why you stupid idiot. Never take higher chinese? See la! where you go? noobshit. so on and so forth. Nearly cried. LOL. I was arguing with myself in my head.

stop being emo. Hah. I will have the last laugh. chinese. h1. will give a bonus in alvl heh.

nagging at me

2010-01-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

i give up. i dun wanna blog now. emo overdose.

time is inching slowwwwlllyyyyyyy...

2010-01-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

here i am, wide awake. cold be the caffeine in my tea. Today's teh big day. 2pm. I really cannot wait. lol......... my mind. hmm. is full of thoughts, so much that i cannot describe what im thinking of now lol. im not emo. im in a neutral kind of mood haha. got a gut wrenching feeling haha. hmmm. Was recollecting about teh days i spend in class. it will all be left behind. its an unspeakable feeling. Wow. im really missing life in ahs man. Its most likely the last time i see you all in ahs uniform haha. ( i kept having this feeling of not treasuring our time together in ahs haha) . okay. nights.

How did we met?

2010-01-01T16:13:00.003+08:00

Throughout my four years in ahs, I have made many new friends lols. In this post, I shall be focusing on how I managed to make friends with you all, from my fuzzy memories and recollections ahaha.

I met leon when I was in sec one, one of the first few people I talked to in 1J. Haha I used to confuse him between zhan hui and philip LOL. Could remember us rushing to TEN(The Eagles Nest) for our daily fix of counterstrike haha! Tsk tsk tsk leon, you should stop screening =P

Fast forwardddd! Its the beginning of sec 3. New form teacher, Mr Neo. I chose the front row and the middle seat. LEon turned out to be the only guy classmate from 2E. He sat beside me. Directly behind me was Jing Ying and on her left was Shunyi. It seem that jing ying at that time was incredibly giggly and talkative lol. I can remember her toothy wide smile O.O . Haha I think it was her who engaged the conversations with us(me and leon) . Then came the monitor and monitress election. Jing ying decided to sabo shunyi with Jamus. Sucess! Shunyi's reaction towards the results was hilarious. Her expression was priceless =P . oh. I forgot how did we exchange contact numbers. But i can still remember jing ying send me a very wierd sms. Up till now Im still puzzled LOL

How did I meet Jovyne? Thats a good question. Every history lesson, Jovyne would take over Jing Ying's seat, with Qi Jing on her right. However, Qi Jing gave up history and went for geog. thats where we start interacting in group work etc.

And elit time. qi jing would take over jing ying's place haha. Jy ah jy. your seat is very popular =P I remember toying with qi jing's keychain on her pencil box out of sheer boredom(you know, Mrs Lai =P). And if im not wrong, she mentioned, "Its my birthday present. haha" and after that, I cannot remeber much.

Ming guan and ho ming. Hmmmm. I really forgot. Care to fill me in? =P

My impressions of people. Hmm. LEon first. My impression of him is that he is responsible. He will always get stuff done, at his own expense. Like working on our projects until late in the night. (etc ss animation) . But he tend to get distracted easily lol. Utopia? lol. and battlestations, facebook.

Ming guan? I find him to be very quiet and emo( at first). But he changed haha. I find him easy to get along with. I can discuss with him about almost any topic. To the extent of boring topics such as science and religion!(while we were eating fried chicken drumsticks =P)

Ho Ming? I found him to be an intellectual, a studious guy. He seem to get his homework done in advnace.(most of the time) . I found his love for buses quite peculiar. To me, buses are jsut buses. Whats teh diff? Maybe teh advertisements are funny =P.

Jing ying? I found her to be quite talkative( and siao siao =P I remember her slapping me hard when the slap was for leon o.O), and does not take stuff seriously.(at first) And she, like leon was easily distracted. But her presence is how do i say it? Brightens up the atmosphere. But later, she became serious and very focused. I had to consult her when I do not know how to do stuffs haha. And then, I found her to be less and less talkative in class lol. Oh and she seem to be very determined also. Remember the time when I got first in class? She mentioned, "TimoTHY, I will defeat you!" or something likedat, with emphasis on the "thy" lol!. And as expected, she beat me haha.

Shunyi? She is responsible as a monitress haha. She does most of teh work while jamus seem to slack (no offence) . I always thought she had a sore throat, for she alawys clear her throat with the (aaacck-hem) haha! Its easy to see whether she was in a bad mood, for the area around her eyes seem to turn dark when she is agitated. I could recall the time when I touched her badminton racquet without her permission and she caught me red handed(oopsie). And tjavascript:void(0)he area around her eyes turn dark lol!( kinda like panda eyes =P)

Jovyne? I found her to be quite easy to get along with. Yup. and like ming guan, we had a discussion of religion. Her religion was buddhism(I think) and mine is christianity (presbyterian denomination). I did some comparisons with her lol. And if im not wrong, I discussed the book of revelations with her lol! Comeon, I never discussed this kind of topics with anyone!(seems boring). Anddddd, I find her too obsessed with idols lol. Farenheit? umm and what do you call that? Boys over flowers? lol!( well, i dun blame her, for i love computer games =P)

Soo yup. thats the end. did i miss out anyone? lol! Do tell me your impressions of me, and whether i have changed for the better or worse in teh period of sec 3-4. and for leon, the period of sec 1-4 =P

152th post! AAANNND last day of 2009!

2009-12-31T01:14:00.007+08:00

alrighty. Where should I start? Lets start with the special stuff of 2009. The first timers. The list:

1. Going out with friends(not cca)
2. Having my birthday celebrated by friends
3. Getting creamed.
4. Receiving a birthday present from my friends
5. Being able to interact freely with people of the opposite gender
6. Cycling with friends.
7. Having a meal with friends outside school.
8. Not getting into a fight in school. (whole of my ahs life) although i felt tempted to smash philip's face in sec 1 haha
9. Able to choose my own phone
10. Got my computer upgraded(the innards)
11. Being first in class.
12. Able to be NOT an outcast.
13. Able to not make trouble with teachers.
14. Able to not get a demerit point.
15. Being filmed by mediacorp haha(my tour guide is a star)
16. Having my weird chest condition(i mentioned earlier)
17. Having the pimpy problem =P
18. Able to make friends who are not in my cca and my class.
19. Not having an enemy.
20. Experiencing a 6.8 richter scale earthquake in taiwan and excaped unscathed =P
21. Having such a large group of cliques.

2009 was a bang with you guys man. WE would be most likely going our seperate ways after o lvl results are announced. A fresh new start! A new chapter begins! sec 3-4 life was the best period i have ever experienced in school haha. Happy 2010 in advance =D

merry christmas! =D

2009-12-25T17:50:00.004+08:00

m back from taiwan haha. in this post, i will not be posting about taiwan lol. Been spending the whole day in front of the comp. Not gaming. Just bloghopping. Lol. Felt very bored. Checked out stephen hawking on wiki. Quantum field , quantum mechanics. Wow! lol. Surfed the net. surf surf surf until seab website lol. checked the syllabus for a lvl h2 maths. I was uhhh. I dunno what the syllabus is saying lol. I begin to freak out. Started to attempt to recall the formulae, to no avail. Ohhh shit.... LOL. Grabbed a pen and paper, started scribbling, differentiation, integration. Uhoh. How to do? Ran to my dad(unpacking the luggage) and asked away lol. He must be prretty shocked. And wow. Guess what? I discovered that, I did not use a pen/pencil ever since o lvls ended. Oh and same for books! I did not bother to pick up a book. Yes, novels, bible. Very surprising O.O hehe. pretty queer of me, on a holiday to want to start studying LOL

And lol. It seem to me that nobody looked at my blog posts =( I told people not to sms me and yet around 15 people smsed me. AHHH roaming charges! Pretty saddening hahaha.

Ending off with a random note. Does anyone like to prod their limbs( palm, fingers etc) with a pointed end? Etc sharpened pencil, jagged edge of key, zip, school badge? I do man. Since pri 2? I find myself being hmm, uneasy when i do not do that. (yes yes prodding and scratching my limbs with the pointed ends) Sometimes i end up with punctured skin. owie. Is there scientific evidence that this will lead to illnesses? For this year, 2009 is a really odd one lol. I have lotsa ailments sprouting up. Recurring chest pains, sudden hardening of my flesh(like cramping), ictchiness. yes itchiness. It occured like 1 weeks after prelims. I could itch from everywhere. Scalp, limbs, body. Powder became my best friend. I would coat my body with powder. Thats why i look pretty pale(my skin). People looked at me in a differnet light LOL. Allergy to something? I dunno. The itch would not be gone. It comes back every now and then. Visited teh doctor, got injected with something anti-allergy needle. itch went away for 2-3 days. And im assualted again. geee! O lvls. Slotted anti-inflammatory cream bottle and eye drops into my pocket and went for the exams. Exams over. Whee! Game on! I started to itch more. The itchy areas became pimple like stuff. Oh. And sometimes I feel a crushing pain on my torso, which could last for 20 minutes, and with passing time, they grow in magnitude. Applied medicated oil(large quantities) and was relieved of the pain. Few days pass. Pimples sprouted on my torso. Freaked out. Really. I can be said to be a pimple man LOL. Really. Face, arms, back. At one point, i counted 60 pimples on my right bicep. They are constantly spreading. Visited the doctor again. SAid that the "pimples" on my body are not pimples. They are rashes. Ate anti-biotics. No visible effect. Went for the funny heart beat test( where they plot a graph of you heart beat, looks like the graphs of the sounds musical instruments make onto the CRO- Cathode Ray oscilloscope.) haha. Thankfully, the swellling of the stuff on my limbs are not so pronouned now haha. Hopefully i can recover. Yes. I still suffer from the stupid itchiness. haha.

Wow. Why am i posting this? Like what i have said to ming guan about my religion. Im just typing typing. lol.

alrighty! see ya people!(my loyal readers! =D)

150th post! PROM!

2009-12-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

Hehe went for prom yesterday at the grand coperthone hotel waterfront hotel. in teh beginning was pretty sianz. Nothing to do. nothing much to talk about lol! I also dun dare take photos. Was walking around like some fool(i felt)

Food was not really fantastic lol. Fake shark fin, ABALONE mushroom == lol. But hey, the atmosphere was pretty good haha. Jing jie's "LETS THRASH THIS PLACE" was really funny LOL. But his singing of all teh right moves was brrrrrr. It gave e goosebumps when he go on the high pitched chorus LOL. Frankly speaking, it spoilt the song( one of my favourites) Bah, who am i to comment on him when i am unable to sing? LOL

EMCEE is really good. Livens the atmosphere hehe. Prom king and queen election was the highlight of the show lol! Shen yong's Manhunt poses are still fresh in my head :P Kai En's tuo diao! double LOL Ah and the priscilla prom queen nominee catwalk was funny LOL. She was so reluctant to be on stage alrdy and still do teh "catwalk" plus the flying kiss ROFL

Prom king and queen winner was confirmed lol. Jamie and Kai En lol. And the emcee decided to bully kai en again. LOL the tuo diao song again. I bet qi jing was almost drooling to see kai en's SEXY bod eh? =P

Oh thanks ming guan! For helping me to ask whether i can take photos! Lol. After u helped me, I could muster my courage to ask people to take photo with me lol. I was having a "Who-the-heck-would-want-to-take-a-photo-with-an-ugly-pimple-faced-hunch-back" mentality.

Mannn. After the dinner, I felt so energetic(probably due to the high sugar desert =P ) I wanted to dance and bob my head to teh music lol! But my low self esteem prevented me from doing that. ( repeatetive dance moves anyone? ==) Lol the disco atmosphere was great. Ahaha. If only they can blast out techno or trance songs! hehe i could go crazy eh? =P lighting, smoke and all ahaha!

Going to taiwan tmr night! back next week! hehe. So dun call me or sms me hahaha. Adios!

whee!

2009-12-12T23:46:00.003+08:00

lol. just watchehd zombieland my fren sent me. Really hilarious =P( warning: do NOT watch this movie before a meal) Man. This movie really reminds me of left 4 dead and its sequel. especially the theme park part haha. I was never a fan of movies of the horror genre. This movie made me not so fearful haha. Seriously, you all should watch =P(although its m18 for gore)

a trailer

and a funny scene! Got me laughing nonstop =D

vista down...

2009-11-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

yupp. using my bro's brand new asus laptop ahaha not bad =P

got alot of (early) christmas presents ehehe. A 2 gb RAM upgrade, new nvidia gt 240 graphics card, w995 phone, a soft toy(YAY =P)im feeling so fortunate ahaha. oh i went for the h1n1 jab yesterday, no side effects haha. just that my left knee joint aches and my left foot feels funny haha.

i... dun wanna grow up.

2009-11-18T17:19:00.004+08:00

Hmm. My cousin from China just visited me and my mother. Chatted for 3 hours. Whao. Information overload. Lots of life lessons. lols. and I learnt about the situation in China. Something about foreigners being discriminated in China.( even singaporean chinese) . About corruption in China. And he mentioned that if you attempt to set up a company without having roots in China, you are gonna get slaughtered and get your blood sucked dry. Oh sheesh. Too much. I can only pick up a few things from his mixed conversation of hokkien and chinese with my mother.
And money. What evil. Sigh. Cousins feuding over money. hmm shall not elaborate any futher. To avoid boring you guys up.

Here i am, allowing myself to rot at home. I am not doing any good. Rotting in front of the computer. Hmm. And my mother keep telling me to get a job. Perhaps i should get one eh? Computer games are boring me out. Anime. Manga. And wow! thats just merely 3 days and im bored! Seriously. Outings too. Sheesh. Maybe my parents were right. Im just too fortunate to be thinking of "Im bored" Oh noes. This is reminding me of the essay i did for o lvl english. The solutions i listed in my essay. Man. Talk about application! hehehe. Im so unmotivated. For the first time, im feeling lonely. O.o . I seem to be forcing myself to do things i previously liked. Like blasting music. Reading manga. They are losing their shine. Their appeal. oh noes.

That feeling im feeling right now is nicely described by jovyne. Empty feeling eh? Having a slight headache and loss of appetite. Maybe its due to the jab haha. or techno overdose.

comeon. Can someone introduce me some fun activity? Leon! Wanna cycle? Ming guan! wanna run? Hm jing ying. I nvr forget you wanting to challenge me in a run eh? Ahh. screw it. I doubt anyone would be reading this miserable post anyway heh. see ya. timothy. (im talking to myself) wheeeeeeeeeeeee

interesting stuff i saw a yr ago lol

2009-11-14T18:05:00.002+08:00

alright.I cannot help but to post this post I extracted from a website that i stumbled upon a year ago. It spurred my interest in the book of Revelations. Here it is: http://blogpsot.com/

Let's prove the Bible is true and we are nearing the end of the last generation before Christ returns.

1. The Jewish people would be scattered worldwide; yet Israel would become a nation again after a long time and at a time the Bible calls the "latter days"-ref Isa 66:8; Mic 5:3; Ezek 38:8. Against what appeared to be impossible odds, this prophecy has been fulfilled. It happened as predicted on May 14, 1948 after about 2500 years. That’s 1 out of 1.
Note: Israel was destroyed in approximately 721 B.C. and Judah about 135 years later. Since that time, approximately fourteen different peoples have possessed the land of Israel. Yet as the Bible said, the nation of Israel would be reborn.
The rebirth of Israel was a key sign, indicating we had entered a time period called the "latter days." It was the beginning of a countdown leading to the Tribulation and culminating with the Battle of Armageddon and the return of Jesus. Along with the fulfillment of this crucial event are over 360 prophecies that would all come together, so we might recognize that the Tribulation is very close. Some are listed here.
Yet the Bible foretells that most people would not believe these things, despite the overwhelming evidence of the signs from God’s Word being fulfilled exactly as predicted. As people refused to believe the flood was coming in Noah’s time, so people today willingly choose to disregard the signs of the times.

2. Israel shall be brought forth in one day, at once-ref Isa 66:8. Prophecy fulfilled-May 14, 1948. That’s 2 out of 2.
Note: On Nov. 29, 1947, the General Assembly of the U.N. approved a resolution calling for the establishment of a Jewish state in Palestine. On the morning of May 14, 1948 (the last day of the British mandate), a meeting of the People’s Council took place in Israel to decide on the name of the state and to finalize the declaration. At precisely 4 pm, the proclamation ceremony began at the Tel Aviv museum. The 979 Hebrew words of the Scroll of Independence were read. All stood, and the scroll was adopted. The notorious White Paper, issued by the British in 1930 restricting Jewish immigration, was declared null and void. Members of the People’s Council signed the proclamation. David Ben-Gurion rapped his gavel, declaring, "The State of Israel is established. This meeting is ended." Israel was brought forth as a nation in one day, at once, exactly as predicted. At midnight, the British soldiers and high commissioner would leave. President Truman was swift in announcing U.S. recognition of Israel. The following morning, on May 15, Israel was under attack by the Egyptian, Syrian, Lebanese, Jordanian, and Iraqi forces.

3. Israel would be brought forth (or reborn) "out of the nations"-Ezek 38:8. Prophecy fulfilled-May 14, 1948. That’s 3 out of 3.
Note: As previously stated, on Nov. 29, 1947, the General Assembly of the "United Nations" approved a resolution calling for the establishment of a Jewish state in Palestine. This prophecy was perfectly fulfilled. Consider, for centuries the land of Israel had been occupied by many nations. Israel was "brought forth out of the nations"—the children of Israel from many nations have been returning to their ancient homeland.

4. Israel must regain the city of Jerusalem-Joel 2:32; Isa 28:14; Ezek 22:19. This happened just as predicted in 1967. That’s 4 out of 4.
Note: The Bible gives us two methods so we would know the time we are in. One is by Israel’s rebirth. The other, by a precise line of events that would all come together at one time. Israel was reborn on May 14th, 1948. The Bible indicates that from Israel’s rebirth a generation would not pass till all be fulfilled. We are not setting any date; however, it seems clear from Israel’s rebirth and the signs of the times— that we are living in the generation in which the Rapture and Tribulation will come and catch most people by surprise. Are you ready?

5. The Christian church at the time of the end would be lukewarm, neither cold nor hot for Jesus. It would be asleep. Prophecy fulfilled. That’s 5 out of 5.
Note: God will spew them out. Many ministers and people that call themselves a Christian will not be going to heaven. The Bible tells us—you have acquired wealth, but your true condition is wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked, and you don’t know it-Rev 3:14-22. This is today’s church. Most preachers use little Scripture, but lots of worldly stories. Many sing a great deal, but put little emphasis on repentance, obeying, serving, and fearing God, on the fruits of the Spirit, Bible prophecy, water baptism by immersion, and studying your Bible faithfully every day. Many are entertainment or feel good centers that teach what their members want to hear. Many (so-called Christians) are so lukewarm or dead, they don’t even bring their Bibles with them to the house of God. Some famous ministers and Bible schools think this is the best church age ever, yet the Bible shows it is the most deceived.

6. The Bible gives us app. 119 descriptions about the people at the time of the end. These fit the people of today perfectly, but did not fit the people of fifty years ago. Here are some:
A. Some would depart from the faith and go into devil worship.-1 Tim 4:1. This is perfect.
B. People would mock about the last days and not believe-2 Pe 3:3; Jude 18.
C. People would become lovers of themselves-2 Tim 3:1,2. Remember the TV commercials—"I do it for me"?
D. People would be disobeying their parents-2 Tim 3:1,2.
E. People would be grateful for nothing-2 Tim 3:1,2.
F. Alternate lifestyles would increase, prosper & become accepted.-Lk 17:28,30; ref Gen 19:5; Ro 1:24,26,27.
G. People would be without self-control in sex-2 Tim 3:1,2,6; Rev 9:21, Lk 17:28,30; Jude 7. Is this not the sex generation?
H. People would love pleasures more than God-2 Tim 3:1,2,4. This is true. Shall we go on a picnic, watch football, or sleep. Church?—we can go another time. Our American motto "In God we trust" has become a joke. Remember, these were all predicted centuries ago as part of the signs that we are at the time of the end.
I. People would be taking drugs-Rev 9:21. The Greek word for sorceries, in Rev 9:21, means pharmaceuticals or drugs. God’s Word is 100% right on every one. That’s 6 out of 6. How could you have any doubts at this point?
Note: Fifty years ago, many people seldom locked their doors at night. There was little or no profanity on television, radio, or in the movies. One of the biggest problems in public school was gum chewing. Those days are long gone. Can you find a new movie that doesn’t curse God’s name?

7. There would be weapons that could destroy the world-Mk 13:20; Rev 6:8; Rev 9:18; Zech 14:8,12. Incredibly, this prophecy was written in the days of spears and arrows, yet today it is true. That’s 7 out of 7.
Note: It is estimated that the combined nuclear arsenals of the USA and Russia could kill every living thing on earth 6 times over.

8. The Gospel must be published in all the world-Mk 13:10. This seemingly impossible prophecy was written when there was no printing press, but today it is true. That's 8 out of 8.

9. In the "latter days," when Israel was once again a nation, there would be a great military power to the extreme north of Israel in the land of Magog (which is modern-day Russia)-Ezek 38:2-4,8,15,16. Incredible. That’s 9 out of 9.
Note: How could the Bible have foretold the location of this nation, facts about its military, and even the time period it would come to pass? As was already said, in Lk 24:25-O FOOLS, AND SLOW OF HEART TO BELIEVE ALL THAT THE PROPHETS HAVE SPOKEN.

10. There would be a nation to the far east of Israel, to the end of the earth. This nation would have an army of 200 million. This is astounding. How could the Bible have told the location of a nation and given such a huge figure regarding the size of its army nearly 2000 years ago? China has boasted that they could field an army of this exact figure. That’s 10 out of 10.

11. There would be an economic alliance of the nations of the Old Roman Empire. It would have a military capability. This is an exact description of the European Union today (the EU), which has already adopted the one-currency system for many of their member nations. It is written, IN THE DAYS OF THESE KINGS (these nations, which is now) SHALL THE GOD OF HEAVEN SET UP A KINGDOM-Dan 2:44. That’s 11 out of 11. We have just reached the point that seemed impossible—11 perfect predictions made thousands of years ago—with God nothing is impossible. Certainly, at this point, even the biggest skeptic should see the Bible is true, there is a God, and we are nearing the time of the end.

That’s 22 prophecies in 11 sets, all made centuries ago. With God nothing is impossible. Even the biggest skeptic should see the Bible is true and we are nearing the time of the end. Don’t let your desires and agenda blind you to the truth. The Bible is the Word of God and we have proved it. From the rebirth of Israel to the soon coming tribulaiton, 365 prophecies needed to be fulfilled. Incredible, 363 are done and the last two are happening now. These prophecies include 101 regarding Israel; 73 about today’s church, false prophets and christs; 119 concerning what the people would be like; 20 regarding the days we are in, evil and persecutions; 43 give information about countries and cities that would exist, and alliences; 5 regarding inventions; 2 miscellaneous, and the final 2. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ. Repent and get baptized by full immersion. Read and obey the Gospel. God is not willing that any should perish, yet most do. The Rapture is close, but most are not ready and will be left behind. Mt 16:26-WHAT IS A MAN PROFITED, IF HE SHALL GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD, AND LOSE HIS OWN SOUL? OR WHAT SHALL A MAN GIVE IN EXCHANGE FOR HIS SOUL?

hoo man! itsw over!

2009-11-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

heh. O's over! Geez, I never thought i will survive this ordeal. Im glad that i persevered. I wanted to give up o levels man. Thank God i did not. Thanks God that I can finish my exams without any ailments! Man. Without my faith, without the guidance of my parents, and some friends, I would have been rendered insane. I was nearing breaking point you know.

Hmm watched 2012 today. Pretty nice movie! Got me thinking about the end of the world. It had me thinking and racking my brains on what I have read from the Book of Revelations in the Bible. The end of the world. Hmmm. What did the bible say? What did the Bible tell us? How do we cope? Man. I have so much more reading to do.

Hmm. After the movie, we spent about 0.5 hrs, deciding on what to do. lol. HOME! Could see teh frustration in Leon and mg face. lol. I can see that we are slowly drifting apart. Hehe. Its inevitable.

Hey hey hey what the hell! Hey i am writing an emo post again. When i intended to write a happy cheery post =="

Psalm 46:1-2 - "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea"

well well well. gd nite all. or rather, gd morning =D do play at your fullest! (i feel weird not to be learning anything. seriously. rofl. Some ppl are gonna bash me! ehehe)

hmrrpph

2009-11-12T19:41:00.003+08:00

okay. maybe i should not be too hyped up hah. If im too hyped up, people around me would be -.-"

okay. so would i be the spastic bubbly timo or just the stern, poker face timo? Rofl! Spastic bubbly timo died in primary 4. Scorned upon! Spit upon! hahaha. hmmmprpph. I shall not dwell too much on emoo stuff.

Lol. My secondary school life reached its peak in sec 4 really. Sec 4 was the best year of my schooling life! Seriously. Primary school was hell. a nightmare! I did so many things for the first time this year! I shall list them.

1. Friends celebrating my bdae, getting caked( LOL CAKE) and receiving presents!
2. Attending outings(started in sec 3 =P )
3. Being able to get along with a huge group of friends
4. Being able to communicate with members of the opposite gender. You know, I rarely speak to females. Seriously. Sec 1, 2, i only hang out with my cliques. I did not talk to anyone(females). I think i only started to say something to grace and evan in sec 3 ==
5.Being able to be in any group discussions. In the past, I was shunned by all, as if i was the plague. PARIAH? heehee

Hmmprh. I cannot think of anything else heh. Uhoh. Im becoming the emo timo again. Even though tmr is teh last day of os =O

Modern Warfare 2 awaits me! Final Fantasy Advent Children. Bleach. Naruto. One piece. Full metal alchemist. WArhammer 40k books! More reading on astro-physics! Cycling! Badminton! Weight training! ( My muscles are shrinking) maybe i might look like this guy

hehe. Chemmy chem! Here i come!

RRRAWRRR

2009-11-11T21:48:00.002+08:00

IM LOOKING FOR A Gaming/SPORTING partner! Any one interested?

Disclaimer----> Must be able to :withstand my endless boring chatter/vulgarities

Thats all =D

PLAY DDO WITH ME!!!!! =D

BATTLE! THIS IS IT!

2009-10-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

the time has come.

despair! grad day!

2009-10-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

hehehehe. before and during the graduation ceremony, I was felling really really down. Paiseh leon. I said something i shouldn't. I really have no idea on what i was saying in class. My mind was blank. I was uttering nonsense. I apologise.

During the grad ceremony, I read the program schedule. Award winners. Wang Ya Wei first in chem, amaths, physics and more. I was green with envy. I have never won anything before. REally. Nothing. From pri 1 to sec 4. I really suck eh? I was doing a lot of self reflection during the awards ceremony. Isabel( I doubt she will be reading this) got 2nd in level for english. I was literally O.O . Wide-eyed. She improved tremendously, from a b4/c5 grade to an A1. How on earth did she do it? I was dejected. The words HOWHOWHOWHOW started flooding my mind. I had tuition. For english. Why? How? I was frustrated. I wanted to scream. People are speeding ahead of me. It feels as if i was injured, limping on the running track, as people sped past me. Hohoho. The feeling of uselessness. And being kicked away in the dirt by my friends. Some people(from other classes) gave me the cold shoulder when i uttered a friendly greeting. Come on! spit at me! Mock at me! Make fun of me! Come on! Let me grow stronger. I want to have the strength i had in PSLE. The strength of an outcast. Of being trash. Those eyes that look at me. Those eyes.

Hah. Here I am, wasting time blogging. Wanting others to sympathise with me. Pitiful. Trash. I suck so much that i cannot even think of an alternate word for trash. hah. rubbish.

whee!

2009-10-13T20:06:00.002+08:00

Inadequate warning label. EPIC WIN =D

whao!

2009-10-11T19:35:00.001+08:00

DAMM PRO

WARRRR!

2009-10-11T00:05:00.004+08:00

geez. It seem that all the manga im reading are either engaged in war or preparing for war. One piece, Bleach, Naruto, Full metal alchemist... how will i prepare for mine? o LVLS! 15 days left. I need to undergo full speed rearmament. Hmm just like the allied nations being shocked at Hitler's forces in the Spanish Civil war and started rearming rapidly. I should "rearm" at that rate eh? hahaha

PRESS ON!

2009-10-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

How contradictory, eh? i meant the vid! hahah. TEEMOO FTW!

2009-10-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

What to do on an elevator:

1. Make race car noises when anyone gets on or off.
2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers.
3. Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: "Shut up, all of you just shut UP!"
4. Whistle the first seven notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
5. Sell Girl Scout cookies.
6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator.
7. Shave.
8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: "Got enough air in there?"
9. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper: "Noogie patrol coming!"
13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral
14. One word: Flatulence!
15. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
16. Do Tai Chi exercises.
17. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on!"
18. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back: "Oh, not now, damn motion sickness!"
19. Give religious tracts to each passenger.
20. Meow occasionally.
21. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose.
22. Frown and mutter "gotta go, gotta go" then sigh and say "oops!"
23. Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
24. Sing "Mary had a little lamb" while continually pushing buttons.
25. Holler "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
26. Walk on with a cooler that says "human head" on the side.
27. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
28. Burp, and then say "mmmm...tasty!"
29. Leave a box between the doors.
30. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
31. Wear a puppet on your hand and talk to other passengers "through" it.
32. Start a sing-along.
33. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask "is that your beeper?"
34. Play the harmonica.
35. Shadow box.
36. Say "Ding!" at each floor.
37. Lean against the button panel.
38. Say "I wonder what all these do" and push the red buttons.
39. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
40. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your "personal space."
41. Bring a chair along.
42. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger: "Wanna see wha in muh mouf?"
43. Blow spit bubbles.
44. Pull your gum out of your mouth in long strings.
45. Announce in a demonic voice: "I must find a more suitable host body."
46. Carry a blanket and clutch it protectively.
47. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
48. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
49. Stare at your thumb and say "I think it's getting larger.

WHY?

2009-09-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

WHY? WHY? WHY? I WANNA DO WELL FOR O LVLS. WHY AM I NOT STVINGG? IM LEFT WITH 28 DAYS LEFT. HOWHOWHOW? IM NOT DOINGT ANYTHING. HOW? HOW? OI LVLS COMIGN ;LER STUPID TIM
STUPID FUCKING TIMOTHY./ U KNOW WHAT YOUT ARE DOING? FUCK U. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU? WHY ARE YOU WASTING TIME? HELP ME. SOMEONE HELP ME. WHY? PEOPLE CAN GET MOTIVATED AND REV THEIR ENGINES. I CARNNOT. I CANNOT. I JUST DUN STUDY. HELP ME. HELP

no more techno... for now

2009-09-27T20:01:00.004+08:00

geez. maybe i was right. techno makes me.... unable to concentrate. I shall endure! no more techno and trance! i shall listen/play/ go wild all i want on 13/11/09!

她的背影 - 王杰

ANNNDDD BREAKING NEWS! WATCH IT! (ouchhhheee)

heh. not the usual secular post?

2009-09-23T22:07:00.005+08:00

Do you not know? Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
~ Isaiah 40:28-31

I want to be able to persevere on, to not grow weary so easily. Maybe I should not use hate and jealousy in my studies? Have I clouded myself with my emotions? I guess i should let God take control of my life. Do it timothy. unlease your potential!

Pretty nice song. cept i dunno the language used ahahaha. ( i loved Granado espada too =P)

Violet -

130 post! techno/ trance post! rofl

2009-09-22T22:40:00.004+08:00

okay. posting some songs i just heard here. not badd:P

but it seems that these songs would make me unalbe to concentrate on my work =/

BERI VERY last post? maybe?

2009-09-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

alrigto. got back all my prelims. some sad cases=/ like amaths, physics. should ghet a1 one =/ oh wait. i should use more chim english eh? ( in my bid to improve my english)

Alright! Received my FABULOUS prelim results, or rather, distrubing/atrocious results. I have been hmm complacent. Overconfident. Thought i was invincible eh? To the people who thought i was studying hard. I did not. Seriously. Maybe thats why i deserved the grade i received. Maybe the analogy provided by qx was correct, extremely applicable in my case. Qx told me a story of sproutings. For my myes, I overtook you all( did I? Or am I just living in fantasy?). Euphoria. I stopped growing. The other sproutings are having a growth spurt, while my very sprout is just lazing there, refusing to absorb the vital sunlight for growth. Plain stupidity eh? Gah. I lack the drive to study hard. I am lacking the drive to study as hard as i did. I really want to improve so much. I want to improve as drastically as what I had did in my myes. Guess what? Im still playing so much computer games. Geez. Its imperative for me to work hard. really hard. Guan Xiang is a solid example, a testament to this fact that the amount of hard work put in is directly proportionate to the kind of results you received. So why am I still lazing, slacking around? Why am I unable to buck up? How? I am always sleepy, lethargic. Neither chicken essence, tonic wine nor vinegar seem to have any effect on me. sucky, lazy timo.( any suggestions to improve my condition?)

Hmmmrrrrph. study break's gone. It proves that I suck, I do not deserve it. MAn, I need mre drilling in english, SS, ELIT, History, AMATHS, PHYSICS. Maybe i should be a disciple of ming guan! He and his astonishing composition mark of 29/30. Jaw dropping!

Hmm. Saw a video in my church on the greatness of God's creation, the human body. Really cool! They showed an interior view of an actual heart! It was throbbing LOL. But somehow, I disagree by my teacher mentioning the "Life after death" experience, by people narrowly escaping death, and mentioned that "ALL of them underwent a dark tunnel, with flashbacks of their lives, and reaching the end of a tunnel with a searing white light, saying your time has not come yet and zippp! They are back in their body" Geez. My teacher is assuming that all of them would experience this? odd. or rather, almost impossible. Maybe I should explore the Bible on my own. (yay! elit skills applicable here!)

What should i be in the future? Heart specialist? Brain surgeon? Physicist?( astrophysicist to be precise). Business man? Lawyer?(naw) Chemist? or ALCHEMIST(ahahahaha just kidding) hohohoho. I do not know what to persue. maybe i should not think so much eh? I need to be able to walk first before attempting to fly. ( Icarus and Daedalus anyone?) =P

alrito! ending off. I need to improve my english. feel free to correct any mistakes here. Im sure there are =D

And LEON! I updated =D( my, what a long post!)

=D

2009-08-25T19:52:00.001+08:00

prelims.

2009-08-22T19:23:00.005+08:00

wheehee. prelims here. and im not every nervous or freaking out ==. I wanna be nervous leh. need motivation to study zzz. ah. due to my lack of motivation, i got a sprained neck from sleeping on the table too much ==. ehehe.

received my chinese results. on that day i was speechless when i got my results. i want an a1 =X i see people throwing their fists in triumph, while im there crestfallen. decisions to be made. retake or give up? I chose the latter. On the day of chinese prelims, i felt super emo. tried calling my parents, wanted some form of encouragement, none. scolding in return. i wanted to cry.Nearly smashed my phone. thankfully, nothing happened. except for the whiteboard marker and a correction tape that faced my wrath. that explains that fragments of plastic near the teachers table. i apologise. i felt like ripping things up. destroying things. even had the urge to kill. i was taht emo. so not timo eh? whose timo anyway? I dunno. sorry shangbo and others i happened to offend. my temper is getting hold of me =/

oh. and dun ever think of commiting suicide. i dreamt i dumped of a building. that feeling is nooooooot good. and i regretted the instant i jumped off( in my dream)

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2009-08-10T19:18:00.002+08:00

Timothy. You better wake up!OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES. Stop dreaming. Stop procrastinating. Stoppppp. Get serious. Grow stronger.

Sorry people. Im gettng emo le. Forgive me if im rude to anyone. the nearer to exams, the crankier i am, getting frustrated over trivial matters. Yes. I have not revised. Much. All past concepts gone. Ah. lke what qx have said. Im developing too slowly. I was too complacent. Tortoise and rabbit eh? I felt invincible eh?. oh my my. what am i typing here? Ah. getting back o lvl chinese results. yup. Pretty anxious no? ah. prelims edging near. what have i done? slacked through everything. timothy, you suck. yes you. you suck.

Shunyi bdae!

2009-07-31T20:10:00.000+08:00

hey all! Shunyi bdae today lol. Went to shunyi's hse. Jinying bought a hamburger shaped cake LOL. Will post fotos. ehehee. Then qiong xi went to talk to little boys lol. PEDOPHILE! =P . At first qx got kicked in the butt, followed by a closely missed kick to the grion.( done by a five year old kid_ LOL Hilarious :P

After the cake eating, well, we played catching and ice n water. In east meadows lol. Man.. I have not played ice and water for like........ 5 years? 6 years? gahh. Im old. At least we had fun man. Homing, ming guan, leon, qiong xi, jovyne, jing ying, shun yi, qijing ahaha. I have not experienced this feeling of playing catching for a loooooongggg time lol. feels great to be young again!

Ahaha. Being young for a moment has its toll on me lol. Arms aching, knee joins popping LOL. Funny thing is that now I am resisting the temptation to run at my maximum speed! I seem to have a lot of energy now ahaha. How contradictory, no? Alritdo! Im off! See ya =P

Hmm posting.

2009-07-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

gahh. Whenever i wanna post, i forgot what i originally wanted to post about. geez. Schools manageable. at least for now. haha.

SPRAY TAN HORROR =D

wheeee! posting again. Request by LEON! lol

2009-07-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

hmm. what should i post about? hmm. Got back my cca records! REally happy with it! A2! YAY! Minus two! I sooo glad i joined ncc :P eeyer. nothign to post. see ya all =P and thanks for visiting :D

COOL! I WANNA PLAYYYY

2009-06-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

Emoo.

2009-05-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

YEs. Whenever im emo, i would post o.O . Long time no update eh? Got back mye results. Pretty average. Looking on the bright side, i improved. Looking on the downside, my grades are really average when compared to others ==. What to post what to post? O lvls on monday. Gonna have a gaming marathon when i reach home. I promise. With candies. With potato chips. Man. My mouth is watering already!. Hmmm. I am being random am I? lol.

Hahaha. Wad was i emo about? Oh yes. O lvls eh. I wonder. How do people even get to JC-s? i mean. Its kinda impossible to score perfect A-s , get into those elites jcs. How? == Ha. DSA? I wish. what talents do I have? Nothing. Running? Sucks. BAdminton? You think ur good? 2nd in AHS mini olympics? BAh. Its nothing. The players there are complete jokes. Haha. Air Rifle? You suck. What else is there to get into JC-s by DSA? If theres a criteria called "stupidity", I would get in. REally! =D . Hohohoho.

What to post? What to post? Umm. nothing. yupp. Ending off. (Here I am, talking to myself. Ha. Ha. Ha. HA.)

Wheeeee

2009-04-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

Lol. EEE nothing to post about o.O ummmmm.

Oh did the funny personality test called doodling. We r supposed to draw on cubes with some shapes lol! Mrs Chiew called me a "screwed up kid" XD. Coz for the 1st cube, i drew the magnetic field of an electric current flowing through a solenoid lol. For the fourth box, I drew the layout for a simple dc motor LOL.. Mrs Chiew was giving the O.O face when I asked her to analyse my drawing XD will post a scan of my drawing when i get back my paper lol.

And whao. Tiem flies. Its april already. Im going to pass out (faints) of NCC! Yay! or not? lol. Four years down the time drain. I could recall speaking to darren how fast sec 1 passed o.O

Oh and i heard a rumor that my pri school( loyang) is closing down. I think its an early april fools joke lol. Well, if it really closes, all my unpleasant memories of it would be gone yay =D

All right a rant on ME. Man. Do people understand themself? I dun. When i try to think, who am I? lol. There seem to be a darker side of meeeee( split personality disorder?) nah. Those who know me in pri school, they will know. Im very much different then. Geez. I really feel like Sai( not shit. Its a character from Naruto). I really dunno how to interact wif other ppl man. Every word from my mouth seem to hurt other people >< maybe now im more observant? maybe perviously i did not care about other people's feelings? lol.

eeeeeeee. emo timo. lol.

ending off wif a funny comic =D

6th of march till now =D

2009-03-08T19:53:00.006+08:00

Yay hello all! ON 6th march I had a great bdae lol. Was given a surpirse during recess: CAKE! lol. Had a cake splattering experience by leon xD. Ah thanks for the cake people =D After sch we went to sakae sushi for dinner lol. Addicted to tako yaki xD. Haha. I had a really GREAT bade on that day ehehe. Frankly speaking, this is my very first bdae(in 16 years) that friends celebrated wif me. Cake, dinner, present and more =D I really appreciate that man(and women)! Thanks: Leon, Jovyne, Jing YIng, Shunyi, Qijing, Homing, Ming Guan, Kiameng for the wallet! Ehehe and thanks to others who wished me happy bdae XD Had a really really enjoyable day =D ahaha

Aha! Today I went to Wild wild Wet! Its was fun hehe. Guess who I saw? Wai Wai and his female friend at the water slide o.O lol. For those who wanna go, do take care in the shiok river lol. I scraped my knees on the SMOOTH floor lol. The ULAR-LA is really enjoyable xD Hohoho. For pics, feel free to go jy's blog lol.

ONE YANG FINGER(yi yang zhi) =D

I wish....

2009-03-03T22:12:00.003+08:00

i long for the day for o lvls to end man. Im tired.

114th post!

2009-03-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hey alll! Awww man. Everytime before posting i have lotsa ideas. But when i login, i have nothing to post about =(

Hmm. Got teased by Jamie & CO today(or bullied? lol) To think that i used to pull her hairband when i was in primary school lol.( and suffered a broken nail) ow. it hurts just to think about that nasty incident during the primary school days =S

hehe. lets talk about neopets now shall we? =D Hear me whine lol. I bout 33000 stocks at a price of 495,000np. Now the value dropped to 390,000 =(

hehe. now for a funny vid =D

TEAM LASER EXPLOSION!!!

Yo!

2009-02-21T14:41:00.001+08:00

hey! no time to post. lol. just posting videos.(how contradictory. no time post still post vid? LOL)

CATTT!!!!

IMPRESSIVE MISSLE TECHNOLOGY! SERIOUS =D

YAY 111TH POST!

2009-02-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

Alrite. I was pretty bored, and when my parents asked me what i wanna be when i grow up, i was speechless for a moment lol. Law? naw. Biochem? naw i never take bio. psychology? maybe. Medicine? maybe. And yesterday, news of a penumbral lunar eclipse intrigued me lol. That led to to consider a job in physics, or rather astrophysics. Checked out wikipedia and theres teh results:

"Because astrophysics is a very broad subject, astrophysicists typically apply many disciplines of physics, including mechanics, electromagnetism, statistical mechanics, thermodynamics, quantum mechanics, relativity, nuclear and particle physics, and atomic and molecular physics."

Ah! SO i check out quantum mechanics, and the basic two slit experiment stumped me. geeezzz. So i went to browse around on wikepedia andd came to the SUPERstring theory. lol. and WOW look at the string of formulae(TADAA! supersting indeed! =D)

110th POST!

2009-01-22T22:00:00.005+08:00

YAY! theres no cca tmr! :D:D HMM

Hmm I have no time to post anything. Shall post tmr :D

A video for u all haha

110th

2009-01-22T22:00:00.001+08:00

O.O quiz

2009-01-18T20:13:00.001+08:00

saw this quiz on chelsea blog. i did the quiz lol. gah. gotta go.

The Slow Dancer

Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer

Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive.

While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships.

Your exact male opposite:

The Hornivore

Random Brutal Sex Master

Always avoid: The Battleaxe (DBLM)

Consider: The Maid of Honor (DGLM), The Sonnet (DGLD)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test | OkCupid - free online dating | Dating
My profile name: : Fireboltz

zzzz. Car accident today.

2008-11-09T21:41:00.004+08:00

Lets see. Today sucks man. WEnt people's park this afternoon to buy clothes for my umm cousin's wedding. Fin ished everything at abt 4.45. Dad(silver car) then drove us home. Guess what? A Drunk?/Drugged?/Depressed?/Crazy?/Blur? female driver crashed into the car behind us( brown) and the car collided into us ==. lucky my father braked and the driver behind us slowed down significantly. Or else.... GG. Female driver continued moving to the left (very very near the metal railing)and stopped. Guess what she was doing? Just leaning against the steering wheel. Stoning. I was like "is she dead or something?"
She reacted to my mother's knocks on the window, her expression dazed. hmmmm. Blahblah blah. Engine oil was leaking out.. According to my dad, she was zooming down the road without slowing down until the crash o.O

Everything was settled abt 45 mins later. With the driver(behind us) repeating "wah lan eh" Well, its expected, coz his car is like.... err a few months old? lmao. Wellwellwell. Some pics of the accident == oh! and I blocked off the number plates. Enjoyy? lol

Pictures
1) Dad's car plus the male driver car
2)Poor New CAr of the driver o.O
3)poor poor car. Even the wires can be seeen O.O
4)???? FEmale driver car front

Poor New CAr of the driver o.O

poor poor car. Even the wires can be seeen O.O

???? FEmale driver car front

YAY! TMR NO SCHOOL! =D (HOLS ALMOST HERE!!!)

2008-10-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hmmmrppph. Tehres no sch tmr heh. But theres ncc =/ hmm. WAtch get smart a few days ago. Heh. Its a great movie. Do watch it / download it / buy it / =D

GAhh. Bored of warcraft III, bored of Devil may cry 4, bored of Call of duty 4, bored of warhammer 40K. ZZZZ. Why carn the games come out earlier? RAWR. Lets see. What games are coming out? SPORE? Naw. boring. FAllout 3? Deadspace? MAybe =D Crysis warhead? AHA! YES Im gonna get it =D

Hmm. Anyone gonna recommend me any games? Do msg me or tag haha =D

shit. im in confusion =S

2008-10-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

HEh. now doing a project for total defence. Im supposed to do some research about religion. Guess what? I side -tracked and now geez. Im confused by my own religion. I have so many questions. The verses in the Bible is or rather, are very confusing. So many intepretations, so much identification of metaphors. I wonder who is right? here are so many inerpretations of Bible. Which should I follow? Is my interpretation of the Bible right? RAWR for example, some people claimed that the Garden of Eden is located somewhere in the middle east. My question is, does it even exist? I am sooo very confused on the concept of Trinity. There are so muchquestions in my mind. Some are very sensitive, which i do not even dare to ask.

Well, the only solution is to read the Bible myself. BUT, HOW DO I KNOW WHETHER MY INTERPRETATION IS CORRECT? HOW DO I KNOW THE PEOPLE AT THE BIBLE COLLEGE'S INTERPRETATIONS ARE CORRECT? THERE ARE SO MANY BRANCHES OF CHRISTAINITY. WHICH SHOULD I FOLLOW?

gahh shit. why am I even posting about this? Its sooo random. =/

Use of the f-word in canada =D

102th post =D EXAMS OVER!!! YAYYYY

2008-10-12T18:31:00.003+08:00

hmmrrrph. long timeno post ler, since hmmmm Sunday, September 14, 2008? Ouche. Heh. WEll first part of this post is to ummmm apologise? COz i refused o chake hands and wish ppl the TABOO(ah cuifen's idea) WORDS! Which is "Gd luk". Rawr. By refusing i offended at least 3 ppl =( really sorry. Call me superstitious heh. WAnt the reasons for not wishing ppl " gd luk"? ask cuifen. She knows very well. lol

Hmmmm what shd i post/rant/bitch/whine about? Hmmmm. Ah! The day after Emaths, I went for a lanning session with the dota gang. lol. Spent 8 bucks. OW. And guess what? My membership card's gone. RAWR SOME *insert vulgar word here* HUMAN koped my membership card *cries*

Hmm arg. what shd i post? Think think timo. hmmm. ARH! I know. hm Naruto(manga) is gettin interesting now hehe. PAin is attacking Konoha. Kakashi fights the god realm Pain ooohhh! Hey i doubt most of the readers can understand what im toking. lol

Hmm bro's going Australia. Hmmrph. Nothing else to tok abt hmm.

Okay, speaking of Naruto, I got a spoff vid of Naruto and FLo Rida's In the Anyer. haha

Ending off with a joke, as a reward heh

At the dry cleaners:

"We do not tear your clothing with machinery. We do it carefully by hand."

Yet another funny vid!

2008-09-14T16:59:00.001+08:00

HITLER AND ERP WOES.